22#[THE DIARY OF A SINNER – Season 4]

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Habibi Sadeekun… (Beloved Friend)

I found myself waiting for just ONE more chance to see her beautiful face and hear her beautiful voice Sadeekun. I didn’t want to go yet, I needed just a few more minutes…

Minutes that I had run out of.

After telling Nusaybah about Naseerah and that drama, I could tell that something was off, even though Nusaybah pretended that everything was all well and good. I couldn’t sleep knowing she’s hurting. The thought of her rejecting me after we’ve come this far, sent shivers down my spine.

I needed her to know that I knew what I wanted and that I’d chosen her for a reason. I want Nusaybah to be the mother of my children and my wife in Jannah. I had to show her face-to-face that I meant it. So I thought of a plan just before my tummy started growling. All that arguing had given me an appetite.

I wouldn’t normally scratch through other people’s fridges but Sameer’s Mum, Aunty Fathima, insisted that I feel at home. She even gave me the rundown of everything they had in the fridge and cupboards.

I smuggled my way to the kitchen and found the delicious looking homemade pizza sitting pretty and lonely on the top shelf of the fridge. I took it out and made it hot. I was shocked by how silent the microwave was. Just as a tiptoed to get something to drink, the microwave decided to announce my presence, making extremely loud beeping noises to let the whole house know I was in the kitchen, rummaging through their food. I just stood there shooshing the microwave and frantically pressing buttons but it just wouldn’t stop.

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